| I can't even begin to explain how stressed out I've been... I NEED a job... I need to find my place where I belong... I have no idea where to begin... I've been praying and praying and praying and I feel like I don't get any answers... I feel very alone... I thought graduating from college would make things easier and that somehow I would magically know what I want and what I want to do but honestly I have no idea at all about what I want to do or where I want to be... I would do and go anywhere that God wants me to do but I can't go unless I know where that is...I need to get away... be by myself and try to figure things out... I want to start my life... right now I'm just waiting on hold... everything in my life is on hold right now... |
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| So Colorado was fun! But definitely something I'm not going to do... maybe if I was married and me and my husband wanted to go into missions but definitely not something that I can do alone... Well I'm going to be in Ohio to stay for a little while next week... hopefully I'll find a job and move somewhere that is not Ohio soon! Well I'm out... |
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| So packing is a lot harder than it looks! Especially when you have a whole house all to your self and its completely furnished!!!! anyway... I fly out Sat to Colorado to interview with HCJB!!! I'm so excited!!! This is the first time in my life that I'm following through with MY dreams... so many times in my past I gave up what I wanted becuz of a boy... I'm just so excited... I really feel like this is where God is calling me and if not then I'll just keep on seeking... anyway... I'll be completely moved in and back to Ohio by Nov 4th... I'm going to stay down here for Lee's homecomeing!!! GO FLAMES!!! I LOVE basketball it is by far my favorite sport! I really miss going to games!!!! anyway... pray for me cuz I have a lot coming up and I just want God's will for my life... |
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| Ok so a lot has been going on! I'm talking with HCJB again and I'm flying out to Colorado on Oct the 20th to interview with them! I'm so excited! I might be doing missions work in South America!!! I never ever thought that God would call me into missions but I am all for it! So many things have happened for the good pointing me to move back home and pointing me to HCJB! There are some things going on with my grandma as well... she is having some major health problems so I want to be home with her!... so pray for me... I'm getting ready to head down a very scary yet exciting road! |
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